Today was a particularly harsh day at work and I’m feeling super down like

I’m trying my damn best but I am not a saint and there’s things I can’t do and errors I can make and I’m bombarded with stuff to do by 5 people at a time on some days

I have very little power and can not fix everything, but be sure that I’m trying my best and do everything I can while still trying to please everyone.

Like… On most days I just really wish I could go back to work for my dad. I have so much more experience now, I am so much better then I used to and it might be because I matured but a lot of the things I did not like to do before I don’t mind now.

I just… Like on good days I don’t mind my job, but on days like today I realize it’s definitely not something I will do my whole life.

And I feel even worst for it cause I know the people at work had a hard time finding someone to fill this position. Something like 6-7 people passed there in the past 2 years. And while I wish I could say I feel like this is something I could do for the rest of my life it just isn’t and I feel like I might leave sooner then I expect.

I want to find something I enjoy so much, not just something I don’t mind doing… but it’s so freaking hard.

Ughhh